tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-333336252024-03-07T08:10:23.997+00:00Martin's MasturbationUntil the end of my 20's I would have a quick wank and cum 3 or 4 times a day. Then I found that, by delaying when I came, I could prolong the great feeling of masturbation from minutes into hours.
Masturbation for me went from being something I did in a spare 5 minutes, to a Hobby. Now it has gone from a hobby to an addiction and I would rather masturbate than have sex with another person.
This blog is about my addiction, which I am happy to share.
I hope you enjoy it and feel free to comment.Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.comBlogger68125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-23175929408344257712016-05-12T14:43:00.003+01:002016-05-12T14:47:15.003+01:00Hello Again! Catch Up Post.Hi Guys<br />
I know it's been ages since I posted anything new here. Some of my posts explained that I spent quite a lot of time locked in chastity for the last 5 years or so. Not continuously all that time I should say, but long enough to go without masturbating for long periods!<br />
If anyone's wondering, my longest time locked was 200 days from November 29th 2012 to June 17th 2013 btw, but I was also locked last year from May 2nd to August 29th 2016!<br />
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Anyway, since then I have been unlocked and free to continue my masturbation addiction! Hooray!<br />
I've been jacking on my cam with guys who like to watch, and some who also like to cam back, and I've also recently started to post naked pictures of myself in my Tumblr blog with my name on them! This had been a big turn-on for me, and therefore has caused my penis to get hard a lot, necessitating some dedicated rubbing before I go to sleep at night!!<br />
Guys who have seen my pix have also contacted me through my email and become involved in helping me expose myself in even more places [online] and there has been quite a lot of demand for me to shave my body smooth "because it makes me look like a fag" they say! So being a sub [that will never change!] I have been doing that too, which leads to even more masturbation!!<br />
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So that's where we are right now! For those interested in seeing my pix there, this is <a href="https://www.tumblr.com/blog/justnakdphilip" rel="nofollow">my Tumblr</a>. Hopefully that link will work for all, but if not, go to Tumblr first and search for me there. Whatever way you get there, have fun! You can even find my real name, email addresses and phone number there if you look hard enough!! <br />
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As always, it will be great to hear from you guys with your thoughts - and of course anything concerning your masturbation!!! I'm sorry again for being away so long!<br />
Phil Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-40422455208396180212015-03-11T13:15:00.000+00:002015-03-11T13:15:04.135+00:00Special Notice UpdateThe changes Google were intending to make regarding adult content in blogs have now been cancelled, so it looks like we can carry on as before. Hooray!!Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-11205897776595490602015-02-24T12:21:00.002+00:002015-02-24T12:21:51.684+00:00Special NoticeDue to restrictions being imposed in March 2015 by Google, this blog can no longer continue in it's present form. <br />
Posts which do not fit in with Google's new rules will be made 'private' and therefore only visible to me.<br />
If anyone wants to ensure that we remain in contact, please make a note of my email addresses so that we may keep in touch in the event of the blog disappearing.<br />
Write to me at:<br />
kappalad2001@yahoo.co.uk<br />
or<br />
philipmartin351@yahoo.co.uk<br />
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Thanks everyone for your support over the years this blog has been in existence.<br />
PhilMartinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-64092323582976575882014-07-02T23:58:00.001+01:002015-02-24T12:17:57.717+00:00Other MasturbatorsHere's the email address of another chronic masturbator I just heard from. John is out there waiting to hear from you now! Mail him at jeanhartman336@yahoo.com.<br />
<br />Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-40797576627371268982014-03-25T11:23:00.003+00:002014-03-25T11:24:39.667+00:00My Dick Pix Day 5<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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So here's the last pic in this little set of photos taken by someone watching me jacking on my webcam. <br />
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As can be seen, my penis is pointing straight up here and I've moved my hands out of the way to give everyone a better view! What an exhib ;)<br />
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The only other shot that could follow this is if I'd reached that orgasmic stage where my cum starts overflowing by itself without me touching my dick! So far though, nobody's been around to record that moment!! Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-18472055357874055852014-03-20T19:53:00.002+00:002014-03-20T19:53:39.760+00:00My Dick Pix Day 4Well here's the next photo showing my dick at the next stage of it's development during a bate session!<br />
As you can see, it is now just above horizontal, and hard enough to be able to stand up by itself.<br />
With my glans fully exposed and my foreskin completely out of the way, it actually looks in this photo that I could be cut, which makes me look even more exposed I think! <br />
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<br />Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-74177308970911990532014-03-20T19:01:00.000+00:002014-03-20T19:24:59.240+00:00Karl's BlogA friend I write to about masturbation has written a blog on how he became the addicted masturbator he is today. Karl asked me if I would post what he says here, and I am happy to do that.<br />
Feel free to comment here on my blog, or direct to Karl if you prefer, who is happy to receive personal comments here: oxonmast@yahoo.com<br />
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"<i>I will only write about my early masturbation experiences.
I was at a boarding school at 8, so discovered the pleasures of mutual fondling. However just before I left the school for good when I was 11, I saw one of my friends stroking his own hard cock. Shortly after at home I tried the same thing, sliding the skin up and down my hard cock and loved it, but nothing happened. A few weeks later I carried on until whoof… I had an enormous orgasm, my cock went limp and I was sore at the end for days. I hadn’t clue what it was about, but, yes you’ve guessed, I tried again and this time it was lovely. From that day on I couldn’t stop. When I was 12 I tried to give up as I was feeling guilty after I had come, and managed about 3 weeks. Then the need overcame me again and I started once more. </i><br />
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<i>Even though I had started again in my early teens, I used to be driven mad by masturbation, trying to say “no” each time, but as my resistance increased so did the desire in my cock as it got harder and harder, until after about half an hour or more of resisting I was driven mad and “gave in” and had a wonderful relief followed by guilt. Then slowly over the years I began to resist less, so that when I felt the need for sexual relief I masturbated without worrying about it, but always with some guilt feeling afterwards. However at that time I was using masturbation to get sexual relief, so I was usually fantasising about sex with someone else, usually one of the girls I kew. However I couldn’t do without masturbating and by the time I was in my 20s was averaging about 3 times a day. </i><br />
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<i>I am not gay, and when I began masturbating in my very early teens all I could think of was different fantasies, mainly about fucking girls I fancied. In other words in my fantasies I wasn’t actually masturbating, I was indulging in whatever the fantasy happened to be. It was like that for a long time, especially after I started fucking girls for real. I needed to masturbate to get relief and I still fantasised about fucking girls, looking at different porn to help my fantasies. </i><br />
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<i>However slowly I found I had sessions where I did not fantasise, but my mind emptied of thoughts and fantasies, and I relaxed back and focussed more on my body and the fabulous sensations I was experiencing and the gorgeous highs I got as I built up to ejaculating. That’s when I began to experiment with different routines, and to slow it down so I could enjoy it all for much longer. I then discovered not only did the sensations last for much longer but they were far more intense, and I was even getting quite high on cock so that was the only thing which existed, almost in a trance. I still found though that I was very frustrated if I couldn’t eventually ejaculate. </i><br />
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<i>Around that point I then discovered there were books and mags about masturbation and how to do it and improve it, which I got and began to study. Not only did I discover different techniques, but I found that reading about masturbation and looking at masturbation pics really turned me on to masturbate. More and more I found that, to me, masturbation was becoming a complete sex form in itself, and that often when I felt like sex, it was masturbation I wanted and not to fuck girls. I even found that after I had fucked a girl, I then had to masturbate later to become really satisfied. </i><br />
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<i>This continued slowly over the years, until quite suddenly, I realised not only was I chronically addicted to masturbation, but that I was a very serious masturbator, and that often it was masturbation I wanted rather than other forms of sex. I even found when I fantasised when masturbating they were masturbation fantasies involving both men and women masturbating rather than other sex. Along came the internet and I realised there many other serious masturbators out there (usually men) and that they felt the same as me. </i><br />
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<i>That’s where I got led into mutual masturbation (but nothing more than that), as I found that sharing masturbation with another masturbator who felt just the same increased the masturbation experience even more. Masturbating another cock is an incredible experience, you can feel it throbbing in your hand in a way you can’t with your own cock, and it’s wonderful seeing the other guy build up to a climax and then ejaculating Being masturbated by another guy who is a masturbation addict, too, is wonderful, especially realising the person doing it knows exactly what you are experiencing and what to do, especially as the sperm builds up before ejaculating. I’ve been masturbated by women many times but it is impossible for them to realise what is happening as they haven’t the relevant bits -- most I have experienced just bash away hoping I would come eventually."
</i>Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-88654642613705871702014-03-11T13:25:00.003+00:002014-03-20T19:55:30.413+00:00My Dick Pix Day 3Hi, so after a short break here's the next photo in this series.<br />
As you can see, my penis has moved from pointing forward and down, to sideways and it is now resting on one of my thighs.<br />
It's still not hard and firm enough to stand up on it's own, but it's about the same length as in the last pic, so not too bad!<br />
[Apologies for the quality of this picture btw]<br />
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Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-48026336442603448162014-03-07T12:37:00.000+00:002014-03-20T19:56:33.760+00:00My Dick Pix Day 2Ok, so here's the next close up photo of my penis.<br />
It's much longer here but it is still in a limp position, which is very unusual tbh, as usually I get hard some time before I get to this length!<br />
I'll post a photo of that state another day. This photo is actually a screen-grab of me on my webcam, so the guy I was chatting with who took it was obviously getting me excited somehow!<br />
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Let me know what you think if you like - I honestly don't mind you telling me how small I am!!<br />
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Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-59739920542263852132014-02-26T10:02:00.000+00:002014-02-26T10:02:02.061+00:00Discussing MasturbationHi to all. I just thought I'd say that I received some email messages this week asking me how often I jack off. It was great to find such messages in my mailbox, so thanks to whoever sent them.
The reason I'm mentioning it here is that I would be happy to receive even more personal messages from blog readers and followers. Imagine going to read your emails and finding some about masturbation. So if anyone reading this loves discussing wanking their penis, or even just wants to write 'jack off' or 'penis' to someone, then feel free.
You can send your messages to 'philipmartin351@yahoo.co.uk' or 'kappalad2001uk@yahoo.co.uk' - either address is fine. Let me know if you want my mobile number too! Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-51891221682334343512013-07-04T13:41:00.001+01:002013-07-04T13:42:01.920+01:00Now a Masturbator AgainHey, I actually gave up masturbation for 6 months between December and June - but I am now back naked, sweaty and playing with my dick whenever I can! Would be hot for others to join me!!Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-26407595008761884842011-07-21T12:58:00.003+01:002011-07-21T13:07:03.270+01:00I'm Now a Pathetic Masturbator!Hi <br />Hi again and thanx for visiting!<br />I haven't posted a lot here recently I'm afraid but I am just too busy masturbating, visiting masturbation groups [see links], or both!<br /><br />I just wanted to say I am now a Pathetic Masturbator - yes it's true! This means:<br />1. I would rather masturbate than have sex with another person, and <br />2. I now consider masturbating, or being involved with masturbation-inducing activities, as much more important than other every day issues which need my attention.<br />Actually, I have been like this for a while now - it's just that I only recently realised it!<br />Have fun!Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-38571602380696931252011-02-07T18:59:00.002+00:002011-02-07T19:03:25.671+00:00New DescriptionHi guys,<br />Just to say I have rewritten the blog description to show that my masturbation hobby has turned into an addiction that I am happy to have in the open.Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-84986013374916156672010-12-23T18:13:00.002+00:002010-12-23T18:16:21.084+00:00My Chair<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnhFyUVTT1kALNLw7Mawflfp6bZno3LsPiPv7u1JGR0VMOSzPU-ZPnXp74FU-Sl_GDwNN8GTYKGehZQ3pXrEPdgEKXQwlCECL7ovqPFixHN2RiTrdyFw15bJSssm5mqtv-EkWpKg/s1600/IMG_0346.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnhFyUVTT1kALNLw7Mawflfp6bZno3LsPiPv7u1JGR0VMOSzPU-ZPnXp74FU-Sl_GDwNN8GTYKGehZQ3pXrEPdgEKXQwlCECL7ovqPFixHN2RiTrdyFw15bJSssm5mqtv-EkWpKg/s400/IMG_0346.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5553943214131066530" /></a><br />Hi again<br />Here's a photo of my wank chair - I usually shoot my cum over my chest and/or stomach, as you can see by the pattern of stains on the chair!Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-91159303015907581882010-12-08T13:25:00.005+00:002010-12-08T13:39:10.066+00:00Recent Orgasms<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMlhnq6TcmTC4CQt6w1b4RCIFdcNHXimV8M9oP2v5vv0GgWWeviQ1ns96Oc_wVU7QphFIUbeS8oTuCF_af26caviIJ6BcKTHEdbHdobQi5f5AJeTCNB0ckbFrywJ6LWPtgkLrHug/s1600/--2010-11-12--15-43-42.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 367px; height: 313px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMlhnq6TcmTC4CQt6w1b4RCIFdcNHXimV8M9oP2v5vv0GgWWeviQ1ns96Oc_wVU7QphFIUbeS8oTuCF_af26caviIJ6BcKTHEdbHdobQi5f5AJeTCNB0ckbFrywJ6LWPtgkLrHug/s400/--2010-11-12--15-43-42.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5548304672145254402" /></a><br /><br /> Hey everyone<br />Just reporting here that I shot a good load of cum on Friday December 3rd after a nice long cam-jack session with loads of edging and viewers.<br />Then on Sunday 5th I was chatting to this hot sweaty cum-loving guy whilst camming again, and shot another load.<br />And finally for now, last night [Tuesday 7th] was on cam again from 11 pm to 2 am, playing with my dick, stroking but not getting that hard, but feeling good being naked with guys watching. During the last hour I became much harder and edged some before finally shooting my load around 2 am. <br />As usual most of my cum from all three of these wanks ran down onto my chair - adding to the nice stains that are there already.<br />Happy wanking guys.<br />Someone took this screen-grab when I was rubbing one out on cam recently!Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-25398908867824663832010-11-29T22:25:00.003+00:002010-11-29T22:38:55.485+00:00Ruined OrgasmsHere are some definitions of what constitutes a Ruined Orgasm - that is one that a cum denial fan like me might choose not to count as a Real orgasm!<br />I would like to credit these definitions to an edger/deny-er mate of mine "Rusty -- founder of the Yahoo Group Perv-wankers"<br /><br />1. Dude pounds pussy, slams a fag's throat, or whacks his bone till he's right at the point of cummmming. Then he pulls out and stops ALL stim, letting it throb & pump into mid-air.Some or even all of his load may spurt or ooze out, ending with a pathetic dribble. The orgasm is "ruined" cause at the very moment that his cock wants -- NEEDS -- total max stimulation, it gets . . . n o t h i n g.<br /><br />2. When cumming, after 1 or 2 spurts, dude FORCES himself by sheer will-power and internal muscular control to stop the ejac. Most of the cumm-load is retained. Pressure to shoot is infinitely increased. This type of RO, IMHO, is by far the WORST. This technique results in the most SUPREME EDGE by far. You could go insane.<br /><br />3. The dude's partner grabs the base of the dude's cock just as he shoots and clamps it shut forcing the cumm-load back up into his bladder. Or forces him to cumm with a sound filling & blocking his piss-tube. Ouch! (CAUTION -- this one can cause permanent injury.)<br /><br />4. The top gives dude a painful distracting stim just as he shoots to supress or weaken the ejac -- a sharp SMACK in the balls, a wrenching nipple tweak, a slap in the face (or on his dick head, HARD), a JOLT of electro-stim to a sensitive body part. You get the idea.<br /><br />5. Any technique or timing that prevents you from cumming in full, just the way you please, resulting in reduced enjoyment and/or fewer ejac spasms and/or a reduced cumm-load (though perhaps resulting in heightened lust & urgent need to shoot more or shoot AGAIN, . . . SOON!).<br /><br />6. Some people, especially those new to the scene or "dabblers" refer to getting a dude really close to cumming and then backing off as an RO. Amateurs! We, of course, know this as Edging or Brinking, pursue it as a full-time avocation or career, and never confuse it with the Ruined Orgasm. It is after all, no orgasm at all, the very definition of Edging & Denial.<br /><br />7. Total OVER-stimulation when cumming produces an excruciatingly Ruined Orgasm! The victim has been teased and edged repeatedly, perhaps for hours (days? WEEKS!!!), then when he is finally allowed to BLOW HIS LOAD his relief is only sweet for the briefest moment because the controller KEEPS RIGHT ON STROKING! If he is uncut, this is the point at which the foreskin is pulled all the way back and total firm stim is applied full force to the exposed head of his just-cummed cock. The rubbing, pulling, and tugging DOES NOT STOP until he has shot a 2nd (or 3rd!) load and/or until he has passed out.<br /><br />8. Cumming suddenly whilst masturbating and stroking continuously, without warning and with no orgasm sensation or anything, and really watery cum.<br />This is an ejaculation-like expulsion of accumulated precum from the Cowper's Gland (or the seminal vesicles). The full ejaculatory mechanism that kicks in the enzymes that thicken & whiten a true cumm-load and empty out the prostate are not operating. Not a true ejac. No harm, no foul (if your counting uncummed days). An amazing sensation & a surprising event. It is an RO in a sense -- you wanna cumm bad, it feels sorta like you're cumming, but no real cumm comes out. Frustrating.Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-85028092113563938522010-11-23T00:25:00.002+00:002010-11-23T00:41:11.417+00:00Cum Denial So FarOk, so before 2010 I had managed to go 11 days without cumming - see, I had always wanted to do this! <br />Friday 11 June 2010: Last cum before denial starts - my aim to beat 11 days.<br />I actually lasted until Friday 9 July without cumming - ie 28 days, and at this stage<br />I did not know much about Ruined Orgasms yet, so I didn't even have one of them!<br />I then came again on Saturday 10 July, but what happened then I now know to be an RO - my cum just spurted like water when I didn't even know it was going to happen and there was no feeling of pulsation.<br />I then embarked straight away on my next denial period, and this time the goal was to go more than 28 days - I managed 34 days to Friday 13 August. Because of the RO on the 10th, I now know this was actually 35 days!<br /><br />Well at that time I had a problem with my PC so I could not reach other guys who would have encouraged me etc, and one thing and another, I just jacked off and came when I felt like it until the end of October.<br /><br />So to late October, and around the beginning of November I suddenly realised that I had not cum since Sunday 24 October. Don't ask me why not, I don't know, it's just how it happened!<br />That made me think - hey, this is a great time to get back into cum denial!<br />Well, my goal was to beat 34 days - which should have really been 35 days because of the RO on 10th July, but I slipped up and came on Tuesday 9 November - however That was an RO too! This time I got so close to cumming when I was edging that I stopped short, however I had gone too far and after about 10 more seconds, out came the cum! It was actually really thick creamy cum, and the feeling inside during those 10 seconds is totally indescribable! However, because I wasn't giving my penis what it wants during an orgasm - ie stroking - it was an RO! So it didn't count!<br /><br />Next orgasm - Saturday 13 November - exactly the same thing as on 10 July! Cum like water, no warning, no pulsation, no satisfaction! Another RO!<br /><br />So this brings me to Wednesday 17 November - when I did actually have a proper UNruined orgasm! Lots of masturbation, edging, and cum - at the right time!<br />And that made my denial period this time 24 days - a bit short of my record and target but never mind.<br /><br />And there we are - right up to date - that was the last time I came and not even an RO since, So from now on, I will just report anything that happens at the time.Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-39691893393137588162010-11-23T00:07:00.003+00:002010-11-23T00:23:52.951+00:00Cum DenialHi again everyone<br />Sorry I haven't written anything here for a long time.<br />As the title suggests, I have started to get involved with Cum Denial since I last posted. Don't panic - I am still masturbating as usual, the difference is that I just don't always cum! <br />So here's the story so far:<br />Around June time I had been reading about how cool self cum-denial is, that's still with masturbation and edging sessions, but just not shooting a load - on purpose that is. I joined a few groups and began writing with some of the members also into the same thing. They are great guys!<br />I soon learnt that the longer time that elapsed after shooting a load, the more horny I became - so horny it was sometimes impossible to think of anything else. Sometimes I felt so horny it felt like my balls were bubbling over and if I even just 'touched' my dick it would shoot!<br />So who would Not want those feelings?!<br />But like all good things, it has it's downsides - sometimes you just need to think about something else and things start getting left - if you follow - and then you get nagging messages about harming your prostate - well I have a way of dealing with that now, so read on!<br /><br />Yup, apparently I am 'allowed' what are called 'Ruined Orgasms' - in other words an emission of cum, but not how it should be - ie not satisfying.<br />There are a lot of examples of an RO [as they are known] and I don't expect every guy's list would match - what I might accept as an RO for myself, maybe another guy would not, and vice versa - but that's ok, each individual cum deny-er plays his own game - by his own rules.<br />I liaised with another deny-er and he told me what He considers to be an RO, and I've adopted that same list.<br /> <br />So that's the introduction - in the following posts will be the actual diary!Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-49163893617193634412010-03-20T13:54:00.001+00:002010-03-20T13:57:54.582+00:00Me Masturbating on Cam<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFqV-odmI_V3tZrsyIoLt1vYhIcmRkIw0yQ7u5au04veXJlL7oWwnqIFvsbRSy4rDZ5-c8kdA-ev5y3vOdHyZU-6lt7_Mq80grENIR_dyT1aET-xxAWpyY8LGCGQG4mPO8B8OH/s220/philipmartin4's+Webcam+21.png"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 220px; height: 165px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFqV-odmI_V3tZrsyIoLt1vYhIcmRkIw0yQ7u5au04veXJlL7oWwnqIFvsbRSy4rDZ5-c8kdA-ev5y3vOdHyZU-6lt7_Mq80grENIR_dyT1aET-xxAWpyY8LGCGQG4mPO8B8OH/s220/philipmartin4's+Webcam+21.png" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />This is the photo that was on my profile, which I am about to change. I wanted this one to remain somewhere on my blog, so here it is.Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-42889169156041732782010-03-19T17:37:00.003+00:002010-03-19T17:57:49.958+00:00My Masturbation Sessions This WeekHello again<br />I just wanted to report that I had a great masturbation session on my cam on Monday this week [14/3/10]. <br />I was stroking and edging my penis for about 2 and a half hours from 11 pm and I was chatting to a good wanker mate on msgr too. About 30 different people connected to my cam on and off during the session with around a maximum of 15 guys watching at the same time at one point!<br />All this was making my penis pretty well constantly hard, so I just kept on pumping it but holding off before I shot a load, only to make it hard again as soon as possible. I wanted to get to bed because I was so knackered but my wanker mate persuaded me to continue jacking off for another hour or so, and I finally shot a huge load all over my computer chair, which was brilliant.<br />I put in an earlier post [Jan 1st 2010] that I sit on my wank towel when I beat off at my computer, and that it was getting nice and cum-stained as I think it's hot to just leave it that way and not wash it off. However for the last few weeks I have been sitting on my chair without my towel, so now all the cum I shoot just runs down onto it, which I had been leaving so as to make it nice and cum-stained! I still add cum to my towel by wiping myself down after I've shot my load too. <br />I have had a mate staying with me for a few days so it hasn't been possible to masturbate as much as normal, [however I will be back to my normal wank frequency soon].<br />It also meant I had to wash my chair though, however from now on I can start to let the chair get nice and cummy again - making my room look, and smell, like a real masturbation area.Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-84908401465456034312010-02-21T12:56:00.002+00:002010-02-23T10:02:44.844+00:00LESS SPAM, MORE WANK<br />Hey everyone, I'm really sorry for the guy who has a slow PC but I have had so much anonymous spam lately I have changed the settings so that I have to moderate all comments from now on.<br />I'm a bit sad at having to do this but it won't affect your genuine wank comments, so don't worry ok?<br />Now it's back to the Wank!<br />Happy Jacking Guys!Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-71505017545398625782010-01-01T20:30:00.002+00:002010-01-01T20:38:36.638+00:00Hey everyone who's still here:<br />I'm really sorry but I just haven't been updating this blog lately and I just found that most of the sites I had links to aren't there any more either!<br />I am still an addicted masturbator though, spending lots of my time jacking my dick on open cam etc.<br />If you would like to join me for a wank sometime, or just watch for that matter - I never refuse permission to view btw - check out my yahoo messenger account which is philipmartin4, or go to www.cam4.com where my id is martin_88.<br />I sit naked on my wank towel while I'm beating off and I haven't washed it for about 6 months now so it has become pretty stained! Also now my balls are smooth and my pubes are trimmed, when I've rubbed one out my cum just runs straight down onto the towel and somehow soaks thru to my chair, so that's getting nice and cummy too!<br />If you wanna leave me a message feel free. Btw I delete spam :-)Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-24603512127731540922008-09-19T11:21:00.003+01:002008-09-19T11:46:31.522+01:00Edging Toronto<br />Last night during a 4 and a half-hr cam wank I spent some time chatting with Edging Toronto. He is a self confessed 'chronic addicted edger/bator' from, erm - Toronto?<br />This guy is well hot, check him out by visiting his site in my links section, where there are some hot videos of him wanking there!<br />The Edge has a huge Penis which he kept rock-hard the whole time, only pausing from stroking it to use his keyboard. He also loves being totally Naked and said the first thing he does when he gets home is takes his clothes off.<br />The Edge also told me he loves his cock [who wouldn't?] and spends pretty much all his evenings and weekends edging it. Back in the summer he was on vacation and edged 6 whole days non-stop, and laid awake all night jacking too. Wow man!<br />This totally addicted Bator told me that he jerks off so much that there is cum everywhere in his home, especially all over his wank chair which he never cleans!! I'm sorry man, but I am now gonna copy you there!<br />Great Guy!Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33333625.post-35703697299899562612008-09-15T11:12:00.003+01:002008-09-15T11:15:09.851+01:00<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNqm_qye9N5T-cK04C9ML3lWYfTv9BZMhHmVIjvCbEfeDY-Wux8ciIF6tx5g6y4c3uOS91FfmAhwoM79X66IW9jthTL4CSH6JqRCuGtD-DC3hUaWfn3u6SAJ7K_X4BN1o2_-RoRg/s1600-h/Naked2.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5246189510764264338" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNqm_qye9N5T-cK04C9ML3lWYfTv9BZMhHmVIjvCbEfeDY-Wux8ciIF6tx5g6y4c3uOS91FfmAhwoM79X66IW9jthTL4CSH6JqRCuGtD-DC3hUaWfn3u6SAJ7K_X4BN1o2_-RoRg/s400/Naked2.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Here is a new pic of me playing with my dick on my webcam. I was a bit busy doing stuff so hadn't got hard yet :-)</div>Martinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09106241478185259195noreply@blogger.com2